Saturday, August 29, 2015

time stands still

Have you ever felt like life is in slow motion? Like every day seems longer than the 24 hours that it actually is? But yet, at the same time, a week ago feels like months ago?

We took months to decide on a lawyer that best fits our needs. Now, we wait. We wait for a match. The waiting will never get easier.

Although I'm happy we're finally here, my heart is so guarded. It's almost impossible for me to wrap my brain around the fact that someone else will bring us the happiness we have been longing for. If I'm going to be extremely honest, I'm overwhelmed and some days, the what-ifs completely swallow me whole.

I'm only human. I'm not going to pretend this is easy.

1 comment:

  1. Hi Sarah! I read this a while back on my phone and wanted to comment but I don't think I ever did. I know I always say this, but it is always good to hear from you. I hope all is going as well as possible for you right now. I look forward to the day you are holding your sweet sweet baby. Please know I am here if you need to talk. Thinking of you and sending you a big hug! xoxoxo