Saturday, August 29, 2015

time stands still

Have you ever felt like life is in slow motion? Like every day seems longer than the 24 hours that it actually is? But yet, at the same time, a week ago feels like months ago?

We took months to decide on a lawyer that best fits our needs. Now, we wait. We wait for a match. The waiting will never get easier.

Although I'm happy we're finally here, my heart is so guarded. It's almost impossible for me to wrap my brain around the fact that someone else will bring us the happiness we have been longing for. If I'm going to be extremely honest, I'm overwhelmed and some days, the what-ifs completely swallow me whole.

I'm only human. I'm not going to pretend this is easy.